Locked Doors

I couldn’t breathe you anymore,
I couldn’t feel you, hear you
You were on distant shores
I was thinking of people new.

The world was rolling onward
Time was moving faster than me.
I didn’t realise it would be so hard
I thought I was finally free.

But then I saw you.
I was on those distant shores.
I was hearing, breathing you new
I was reopening those locked doors.

I didn’t mean to slam it in your face
But I had to lock the door, melt the key
I don’t want don’t be in that place,
I thought I was finally free.